2001-10-21 - 4:12 a.m.
Note to self:...In the shower today I had a note to self that I was going to write here...but I can't remember what it was.
Damn.
Practice was so so tonight...I had a good talk with Terry tonight about mental health and stuff. I think he's going to try to play music with us. Three guitarists...that's gonna be badass...we were loud enough before...now we're gonna be crazy loud. My relationship seems to be at its last gasp. I guess I'm not a good boyfriend. My idea of symbiosis isn't the same as my girlfriends'. I guess I just don't have enough time and energy after school and music to give...some..but not enough. I'm just fucked up when it comes to relationships. I know I shouldn't be in one. I won't be in one for a long time if/when this one dissolves. We are still together for now though. Ok, sleepy time.
p.s. Hey Jeremy..don't mention this to Angela please.
