2002-04-25 - 2:47 a.m.
ok, shit...it's been a long time since I've written anything here.
I'm not going to go into the details of how school has consumed my entire being. I'm not going to rant about how it is physically and psychologically destroying me. I bitch about that stuff too much already. It's unfortunate that every semblance of personality is sucked dry at this point in my life. When people ask, 'what's up', my responses are always the same. School is hard..trying to move forward with the band...yadda yadda. What I can say about my life that isn't the standard drill is that I have a new girlfriend. Her name is Reggie(Regina). I totally didn't want a girlfriend at this point...or for a while even...we mesh together well though. We enjoy each others company and have lots of the same likes. She's very smart which I'm a sucker for, and she's really into me. It's nice having someone respect the things you stand for and admire the things that make you who you are. I rarely get to see her though...busy busy. What I can also say about my life is that I'm going to Canada this summer to learn French in an immersion program. It's going to be tough, but hopefully rewarding.
Where do I stand in the grand scheme of my oh so messy life? I'm not loving what I'm doing in school. I like learning about physics...but I don't want to be a scientist at this point. I'm basicly trying to graduate for the sake of being through. If I accomplish this feat, I think everything else in my life from this point on will be easy. So, I know I'm going to be in Lafayette for another year at least. Then what? Moving possibly? I'd like to move to a neat city with my band and play music for a couple years. I hope everyone else in the object crew want the same. I know most do. Things seem very uncertain if I try to look too far into the future, but the function of my life is defined until next spring, so I won't worry about points in time outside of that domain just yet. I want to write a book, but I don't know what to write about. I told my friend Matt from England that I'm going to get started this summer...just writting for the sake of it and not worrying about what the product is. I'm very tired so I'm going to bed. A bientot.
