2003-09-28 - 12:18 a.m.
My stomache hurts. I think I have a really bad ulcer in my stomache. All I know is that I was doubled over and cursing up a storm all afternoon. I was starting to get worried so I had my parents bring over some Maalox. It's somewhat better, but SHIT this hurts.
I didn't go to school today. I had a headache this morning and figured I'd just clean house and work on my Math test today, but I didn't. I need to get my ass in gear. It's almost through. I think I'm too foolish to bother with girls. There is this girl I like, but I'm thinking 'wait didn't you say NO GIRLS'. I can't help it though, she's rad. We're utter disaster waiting to happen. She's jealous and needs lots of attention...I'm the king of 'ignoring' my girlfriends, or so they say. I know I can't be anyone's boyfriend until school is over. There's just no way it would work. So I'm trying not to sweat it, but it's difficult because as I said before, she's fucking rad.
Things seem to be going well for the band. We played a sloppy half assed show at Renaissance this week and got gobs of praise...I don't understand it. One man's trash is another man's treasure I guess. There's a chance we might get to play with The Mercury Program in November (HOLY FUCKING SHIT). I think we're gonna be recording soon which is something that has been long overdue. Someone (who will remain nameless) offered to pay for us to record and wants to be our manager and all that buisness. We're gonna pay for our own record, but the idea of playing with bigger bands and having people outside of Lafayette hear is is tantalizing(sp?). Could this actually fucking work? Could we make it to a label? The thought seems so impossible. The prospect of this would be made way more likely if we stop fucking up at shows.
