2002-10-06 - 3:20 p.m.
Ok...lots of dammage...I didn't have power for 3 days...my parents still don't...yadda yadda yadda.(insert a complete change of subject) I really thought that this could have been something. For such a powerful cynic I find myself to be a hopeless romantic at the same time. Those two things are at odds with each other, but then again that's me. I'm always at odds with myself. I live contradictions. I breathe irony. The thing is...I don't want to. I want things to run nice and smoothly. Maby that's more irony for the pile. I want my insides to feel strong and robust. I want to turn my face toward the sun. I want her to care. I want to not care.
